October 30, 2009

my happy ending

I’m staring the stars, wondering how many it is
Is it millions, billions, or trillions?
It's countless
It's equal with how much U love me

i see myself in the puddle
look to the man that U've been shaped for almost 25 years
U are creating Ur masterpiece inside of me
but it hasn’t finished yet

my characters, my talents, even my weaknesses
U are still shaping all of it until now
good or bad, best or even worse
U allows all of them happen in my life

My heart is full of scars
reflects all the bad experience i've been through
My faith is tortured
by the worst case scenario that happened, uninvited

Sometimes i run from U
question why this is happening to me
but in the end, i always realize
that i find nothing outside Your grace

"let Ur will happens, not mine"
It's the hardest lesson, Dad
but U gives me the strength to do that
every morning, I’m flooded by Your grace

i will let U become the painter of my life
to finish Ur masterpiece inside of me
by the time when U finish Ur masterpiece painting
U and me will see it together

a happy ending painting =)
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8 comments:

  1. ValenCIAOctober 30, 2009 at 6:17 PM

    always nice pic.. with deep message inside..

    i like this part
    "that i find nothing outside Your grace"

    and this
    "U and me will see it together"
    :)

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  2. R.October 31, 2009 at 8:33 AM

    Did you take that photo? I like it.Ü I'll try to have a photo like that when I find the perfect puddle. LOL.

    "I will let U become the painter of my life" → love this line Jak.

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  3. jakOctober 31, 2009 at 9:05 AM

    >Valen - I found difficulties when search the perfect image for this writing, thank God finally i found it. And yes, outside HIS grace, we find nothing =)

    >Russ - It's not me Russ....I took it from (vi.sualize.us) go there and u will find amazing images. I argue u will find the perfect puddle Russ unless u retouch it in photoshop lol...Thanks Russ =)

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  4. Olivia LiemOctober 31, 2009 at 4:19 PM

    "but in the end, i always realize
    that i find nothing outside Your grace"

    Love this..I can really relate to this..Cos yes whatever happened, at the end of the day I always find that everything is His grace..

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  5. beeNovember 2, 2009 at 8:37 AM

    but U gives me the strength to do that
    every morning, I’m flooded by Your grace.

    i like those lines, jak :) and by His grace u'll find ur happy ending (if u're not tired of doing it).

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  6. jakNovember 2, 2009 at 3:25 PM

    > Bee - Amen! hope that i'm not tired of doing it =)

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  7. blueNovember 8, 2009 at 4:18 PM

    amen....

    this sunny post strengthen me..thk u :)

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  8. jakNovember 9, 2009 at 12:33 PM

    >Aileen - u r welcome...really2 happy if this post can give a strength to everyone who read it (including myself) It's all because of God's grace...semangatt Leen!!!

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thaaaaannk youuuuuuu ^^

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