my promise to "D"

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suddenly, "D" appeared
not invited
not expected
"D" just appeared mysteriously, like a stranger

my life was like an empty book
"D"appeared and started to write on the empty page
then, i thought i had a new hope
i thought i had a bright future

i was amazed by the attraction of "D"
i saw it...enjoyed it...loved it...obsessed by it...
i put all my hope in "D"
in "D", i trust

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suddenly, "D" disappeared...
without my permission, without said goodbye
"D" disappeared like a thief in the midnight
stolen my hope and belief in the painful way

i didn't know what to do
i worried about my future
my passion was drown in the deepest sea
then, i remembered something

i just realized that i hadn't read the "D's writing"
then, i read it...
the writing said a promise
a holy promise, made by "D" only for me

"D" will always waiting for me
no matter how long i will arrive in "D's" place
i relieved "D" never leaved me
"D" is always waiting for me

then, i wrote my promise to "D"
i promised...
"...just wait for me, my "D"REAM
someday, i will pick you..."

no matter how hard it will be
no matter how many failure i have
i will not retreat
because you and i had made a promise

klip...klap...
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-september, 10th 2008-

OUTSIDE the BOX

i have a box in my heart
a box that can keep my every precious things
my wishes, my goals, even my dreams
i put all of them inside the box

there's one thing i won't put inside the box
i'm afraid it will be lost
everybody is always lost something in their life
in anytime, the box can be lost too

i can handle my life if i loss the box
it will be hurt
very hurt...
but i can still handle it

that's why i won't put YOU inside the box
i don't know what kind of life i'll face without YOU
the box can be lost
but not YOU...

-june, 25th 2008-

From the Dark to the Lights

life is unpredictable, like a BUTTERFLY EFFECTS
even THE SIXTH SENSE can’t be THE INTERPRETER of it
it can be LOST IN TRANSLATION if you try to find out
it is STRANGER THAN FICTION and HAPPENING just the way it is
in life, we can get through either THE UNFORTUNATE EVENTS or THE GOOD YEAR

i saw THE VANILLA SKY BEFORE SUNSET
the TEARS OF THE SUN completed my melancholic heart
i didn’t have a BRAVEHEART anymore to continue my UNFINISHED LIFE
slowly but sure, my BEAUTIFUL MINDS had changed become a CRUEL INTENTIONS
i was ALONE IN THE DARK, played HIDE AND SEEK with the lights

i WALK THE LINE, tried to reveal the meaning of my life BEYOND BORDERS
i searched the answers just want to know THE PROOF OF LIFE
however, the answer was so complicated like THE DA VINCI CODE
help me God; find me and just CATCH ME IF YOU CAN
guide me to CAST AWAY from the dark so I can see a DAY LIGHT

i became a HOSTAGE and TRAPPED in the RESIDENT EVIL
i couldn’t SCREAM to God because of THE DARK RISING in my life
but God found me from His SECRET WINDOW and SAVED me FROM HELL
He gave me an IDENTITY as His son and brought me CLOSER to Him
His love is for today, tomorrow, THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW and forever

God is my GOOD SHEPHERD and I am His GOOD FELLAS
I find my FINAL DESTINATION in my life after He found me
I am KEEPING THE FAITH on Him and walking in His GLORY ROAD
I will see THE RETURN OF THE KING of kings when the ARMAGEDDON comes
finally, I will live forever with Him in the KINGDOM OF HEAVEN

-june 20th 2008- enjoy it! ^_^