November 26, 2009


1 kilo of sugar is…
When u laugh so hard coz u read a super funny email (like I did this morning)
But it only lasts for five minutes

10 kilos of sugar is…
When u are watching Jim Carrey acts foolishly in one and a half hour comedy movie
But when the credit title is shown, u are back in sorrow

50 kilos of sugar is…
When people appreciate ur works or talents and let u know that u’ve done great things
they are sweet words but it can’t make the mass of bitterness in ur heart fades away
and it’s not exactly what u really need at that time

100 kilos of sugar is…
When a best friend tries to make a joke just to make u smile and forget about ur misery
Maybe the joke only makes u smile for a second but the caring intention makes it lasts for years
And it’s the sweetest thing which a best friend can do to u

1000 kilos of sugar is…
When u are completely lose urself and exactly don’t know what u feel
When u are effortless and in the edge of the desperation abyss
And God says,
“whatever is true, whatever is worthy of reverence and is honorable and seemly, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely and lovable, whatever is kind and winsome and gracious, if there is any virtue and excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think on and weigh and take account of these things.”

1000 kilos of sugar is a decision,
And God's which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus

That’s all I need
And saves me

Do u have a bitter heart these days? how many kilos of sugar do u need right now?


  1. beautiful... as always :)
    nothing compared to His thoughts and plans 4 us. knowing that He's in control is more than enough. even better, Romans 8.28 :)

  2. Well I still need my sugar and carbs to be happy :) But if I were to realistically think about 10kilos of sugar and increase the numbers ─ ack! I'd freak out. Haha. But hey, that donut looks really good.

  3. I just don't understand where do you get all those energy to stay positive all the time Jak! You're simply an amzing human being! :) You go boy!

  4. NICE!, i actually ALMOST do not need any sugar because gone were my bitter days! Since I found the real God 4 years ago!

    but, i am actually now eating peanut butter sandwich just for the love of it ;) cake to follow...haha!

  5. >Bee - as always, thanks =)

    >Russ - Lol Russ, after reading ur comments i started to think that it will be horrible imagine 1000 kilos of sugar in reality...Fortunately, this is only a metaphor =D

    >Feb - "Amazing human being" all of us are amazing human being Feb..and im not that strong Feb...that's why i need God grace all the time even now..u too, u go girl!!

    >Jenie - Hey Jen, that's great if ur bitter days is gone...keep it up =D


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